Today I told some people that I have had the pleasure of knowing for a little while, and some for a really long while, that I was making a big change and giving my soul some rest. It wasn't an easy decision, and as a matter of fact it is likely a decision that I wouldn't have made for myself if not for the not so gentle nudging of the Lord. I have felt for some time that He was calling me to take a rest, but of course He had to be patient with me and let me work through the idea. This process has also confirmed for me that I serve a patient, but persistent God, who ALWAYS knows what is best for me. I had questions...I had answers as to why this couldn't possibly be the best idea...and then like He always does He showed me that His way is the only way that makes sense, and if I just walk in obedience that He will always be there. I thought that people would look at me like I had three heads when I told them that I was taking a break from a professional area that I am so passionate about. I was sure they would say but you love this work...you're so passionate...you love these little people and their families...and they did say all of those things but they also said we want you to do what is best for you. That's what the people who really matter do...they support you even when your choices sound crazy....even when it seems like the opposite of what you would normally do....they love you through it all.
I have learned so much these last several months about being obedient...about truly listening and being open to His calling, even when it doesn't make sense to me...it's always right when it comes from Him. I have prayed countless times for God's words in my mouth...His whispers in my ears...and His discernment for making the right decisions that are best for me and will ultimately glorify Him. I know in the deepest parts of my soul that the Lord will always provide...the road may look different than the road I had in mind, but He will always be there to walk beside me and as long as I am obedient and follow His calling He will never lead me in the wrong direction. He will also bless me with the people along the path that will support me and walk beside me.
For all my people out there who listened today and took what I was saying and embraced this crazy new adventure...thank you...you are God's gift to me and I could never ask for more than your love and support. You made a day that I was dreading turn into an affirming day of God's love and grace. I am truly blessed beyond measure by you all!
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