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Sunday, June 26, 2016

Accomplishing it all through His strength


There are different kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit distributes them. There are different kinds of service, but the same Lord. There are different kinds of working, but in all of them and in everyone it is the same God at work (1 Corinthians 12:4-6).

If we allow other people to tell us what we are and are not qualified to do, we will limit what God wants to do through us.

Why? Because ...

Those God calls, He qualifies!

If we are going to forge new paths, unleash new ideas and create new pipelines, then we must trust God to qualify us for the purpose to which He has called us. Today, don’t limit yourself by your ability; ask God to give you His!



This devotional spoke volumes to me this morning.  Ellie's passing has been heavy on my heart.  When I think of Ellie I think of a woman who allowed God to use her exactly where He wanted her.  It never had a thing to do with her own ambition but truly came from a servant heart that longed to fulfill God's purpose in serving others.  What a testimony.  
Being at the Optum conference this week, mourning Ellie, and allowing people who don't deserve space in my head to occupy valuable space has ignited a renewed fire and passion for what I know God has laid on my heart.  There are two God given people in my life right now that are His conduit for that passion.  
Palliative care and pediatric patients effected by chronic complex conditions are those two passions and desires in my heart.  I know that God has put the three of us together not by chance but for a purpose.  (I actually think there are many purposes and I can't tell you how much I value these two blessings in my life both professionally and personally.  I thank God for that everyday.  I hope they know how much I'm humbled by them for having an open heart and allowing Him to use them in my life.)
Here are two things I know.  Pediatrics and palliative care will be on my trajectory again.  It will look different and take me to places outside of this beautiful state but it will happen and I know that through His purpose it will develop into a national center of excellence to make sure that every child and palliative care patient gets the services necessary to make their trajectory the best it can be. This won't happen because of anything we do, but because God will allow it to happen and we will be willing servants to humbly have His work to happen through us.  It will happen not to prove a point, but because there are precious children and families who are not being served otherwise.  
The same is true for palliative care.  I wholeheartedly believe that palliative care is the gateway (the flood gate) to raising awareness and a comfort level for hospice care.  I saw it with what I was blessed to do with my previous job.  When we rolled out palliative care the amount of patients and families we served literally quadrupled.  Literally quadrupled...God lit that path with beams of light...He was ALL OVER that and through His guidance and grace we served so many families and patients even when personally I was falling completely apart.  

That is the other piece of this that I know so well.  The devil works hard.  He works hard to kill, steal, and destroy.  He works hard to have us focus on anything other than God's purpose and plan.   

Today this devotional provided me a new piece of wood for that fire.  The Lord used it to speak that last sentence to my heart...deep to the core...Today, don't limit yourself by your ability; ask God to give you His!

We are called according to His purpose....and therefore all things (all things...good, bad, all dem) work together for GOOD!   What we have before  us is His...it is to have a servant heart...it is to use His strength and accomplish amazing things for HIS GLORY and nothing less!  

#renewedpassionandpurpose #godgivenstrength #toHimbetheglory


Monday, June 13, 2016

Humility

It never ceases to amaze me how well my Father knows me.  He knows exactly what I need to hear, exactly when I need to hear it.  Of course He does...I'm His...he formed me before anyone even knew I would exist.  He knows the workings of my mind...the ones I wouldn't even let my closest loves know...the weaknesses and the places I struggle...the many places that I fall short.  Yet He loves me and pursues me anyway.   He loves me enough to put His words in front of me at the moment when I need them most.  

I need a message of humility today.  I need to remember that all things good come from Him.  I needed to be reminded that I'm not the savior...He is.  Anything that I accomplish is because of Him...because of His grace.  In reading my devotion today...which I haven't done in a month and a week... He beautifully painted a picture of His humble example. The Father of creation humbly sent His only son to come to earth and live among men.  He came not as an earthly king, but as a teacher...as a servant...He looked for ways to serve the least of these...and He did it in a way that illustrates the true heart of Christ.  Paul's letter to the Philippians so eloquently spoke of Christ's example of humility.  Paul speaks of how through love and the Holy Spirit that dwells within us that we should do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit.  In humility we should count others more significant than ourselves.  In verses 2:5-8 Paul writes, "have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus, who, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant, being born in the likeness of men.  And being found in human form, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross."

Just reading these words again as I write this blog humbles me.  So many things about that passage pierce my soul.  He is the son of God...SON.OF.GOD...yet when he took on human form and he came as a servant.  He.came.to.serve!  He didn't come to be served.  He wasn't selfish...he wasn't out for personal gain...he didn't tell everyone how amazing he was...he made sure everyone knew how amazing his Father was.  He knew his purpose for his Father and he did whatever it took...to the point of death...to fulfill that purpose.  

So yeah...microphone dropped.  

Who am I...
I am a wife...I am a momma...I am a daughter...granddaughter...niece...sister...friend...nurse...BUT no matter any of these titles I am a daughter of The King.  
I say that with the desire to have humility...not self righteousness...not entitlement but true humility.  He loves me.  He loves me however many times I don't make the right choice...however many times I lose my way because I am not focused on Him.  

I have been talking lately a lot about the struggle being real but you know what...it's really not.  I am His...He is capable of immeasurably more than all I could ask or imagine...the end...there's no struggle there...just a whole lot of love, truth, and grace...abundant grace.  

Thank you Lord for that simple and overwhelming truth.  You are a GOOD GOOD FATHER!

#humility #lovetheLordwithallyouare #grace